Love letter

Well, I think it's time to write something in english, in view of so many visits from USA, Canada, Germany and Ireland. This is a letter that I wrote about a year ago to a man who is lovely, gentleman, spoiled and selfish. The man who I felt in love. I never planned to love him, no one can plan it! It just happen... We "met" in a social network site, and the relationship began shy, with tags and comments. Then we started to exchange e-mails, and taking care each other. Ok... Let's stop with bla bla bla and go to the point! Here is my love confession, let your comment, please:

Here is an interesting history, product of 3 days of completely lonelyness, just thinking about my life:

I was very unhappy/unsatisfied, looking for fun when I found you on internet. I just became your friend because you were so far away for me, you didn’t show any danger to my “boring life”. I never believed in love over the Internet. Seemed strange that two people never meet before falling in love, until it happened to me! And believe me: it was the best thing could happens to me. You help me to get the right direction, you make me strong! You “show me how to live”

Since this day my life is changing for a better life. You gave me all support I was needing (and you still giving me). You make my day every time we chated!!! My eyes shine when I see you looking at me. You have no idea how much you make me feel better. 

Yes... I tried to walk away from you, I even got a boyfriend... Poor him... He had no chances... I had filled my heart for you.

How not fall in love with you? We have so many things in common!!! Songs, wine, the sea love, kids, cook… “I know a boy, he* puts the color inside of my world”. 

But, every time you say you have no sure about your love… Gee! All my body shakes… You aren’t so much talker, than you send me songs to “speak” for you. And this songs make me believe you love me:

“You and me is so right (…) with the love of the woman and the love of the man, nothing is gonna keep us apart”

“Du er drømmener jeg drømmer/ Du er sᶲd musik" (I almost cried when I listen this song for the first time- with a Google translation)

“Anyone can see the road they walk is pavement with gold”

“Tell her something on my mind freezing up from time to time/ tell her not to cry I’ve just got scared, that’s all (…) all I want to do is kiss her”

But sometimes I guess you just want me by your side because I can make you feel better… And I try to analyze, but is hard to do it… I have to discover yours feelings… Should be easier if you could say what is passing thru your head… 

I know this entire situation is freak and scary! I’m scared and afraid to not be the woman you think I’m. Maybe we were never made to be together, but you must to agree with me: we make a great duo!!!! 

In all this mess, you are the only sure I have. I really need to feel you “around me”, even if it was just one time, it will be worth. And if we’ll never meet again, what can we do? Shit happens all the time!!! At least we’ll “taste” the real us, we’ll know the taste of our kiss, how warm can be our hugs, how is our smell and we’ll have a wonderful history to tell, a history about a truth friendship, full of love, songs, red wines, smiles and sunshine days!

So... That's it! I love you!

Ne

*the original is "I know a girl, she puts". Daughters by John Mayer